Well… I might be talking crazy here:
You know how you want to die sometimes? Sometimes you wonder if it’s all worth it? What do you have to live for anyway? Can you bear another moment, and wouldn’t it be so much EASIER just to die?
Oh yea, and there’s the other feeling.. that God doesn’t love me, even IF He exists He doesn’t love ME.. and no one one loves me that much anyway? AND if He exists, then He probably actually hates me or actively dislikes me cuz I’m not good and otherwise why have all these bad things happened to me?
Well I think its normal to feel that way – and except in periods of severe, go to the DR and get drugs- depression, I think the answer is vitamins. Good quality vitamins that make you strong. And when it’s extra bad, then add vitamin B. (IF you are super depressed and need a fast fix, go to the shot nurse and get a B12 shot. It helps TONS!)
I think that WE are not really that different from anyone else, and that MOST of the things we feel are brought on by physiological shifts in our bodies, so they are not really US.
I probably don’t make sense to anyone but me. *sigh*.. OR… maybe I’m the only one who feels like that sometimes. Well, if I am, the answer is STILL vitamins.