I discovered something about myself yesterday. I was too embarrassed to try to buy a Jaguar even though it was used and a great price – and I have always wanted one! I thought it was ostentatious and way above my “level”? my WHAT? I Have a LEVEL? Screw that. Another change needed pronto!
- Today I am grateful that my son visited. I am grateful that I got to drive a jaguar. And I am grateful that my site will be finished even though I blew it right now. I have to go back to basics again. The more stuff I try to add, the worse it gets.
- I’m grateful to be alive, for good friends, for family, for a paycheck. for food, a roof and some other good stuff. And flowers. And my new dishes. And my new tablecloth. And the dogs.
- I feel a little out of focus today. I am going to try to bring it back in.
- OK – morning pills, check
- Focus exercise… hmm.. what was it again?
- And my frustration level is high. Maybe I should make a rating system like they do for the pollen count or pollution level.